#it’s day 4 and im having such hard time

[luvmanifesting]

HOW I INDUCE IT AGAIN..???

my dm’s are SMOTHERED in questions so i’ll answer everything here as detailed as possible, after my two recent posts regards to what i manifested (which is the one i got most questions about ill explain how i induce pure consciousness)

i wanna remind you guys i don’t use pure consciousness EVERY DAY i just induce it unintentionally, but again i said this in my first post of how i induce pure consciousness. i literally lay down and daydream and thats it. i only affirm maybe like 2-4 times and then my consciousness shifts because i’m too busy to affirm and worry about the 3D. AND thats literally it i’m being so honest with you, thats all i do. now how would i be aware i’ve induced it? well in my opinion it just feels like nothing is there anymore i can’t really explain it😓 And i simply come back to reality from just wiggling my toes. its not hard guys please please FOR FUCKS SAKE stop crying about how its hard to do, sorry if i come off rude but the constant DMS of how i do it and how to induce is a lot to take in, i literally have a life. maybe try not to vent to me? i’m not a therapist nor a scientist i’m not going to have answers to everything. My DMS will be off for a bit not because im irritated but because its flooded and it overwhelms me. i don’t have time to reply to 567 messages. i’m still in school and timezones are completely different i’m IN JAPAN.

SMALL RANT

also i wanna do a face rev soon should i do one?? it won’t be now but it’ll be when this semester ends japans schooling system is different from america I ALSO wanna show you guys my life on ig should i do that too??

[lixies-favorite-cookie]

thank you @jeonginsleftcheek, @justa-potato, @imfoive for the tag!

1: What’s your current bias line?

Felix, Chan, and Hannie!!

2: Who’s the one that made you Stan?

Felix!! My stepmom showed me a video of his voice (his part in gods menu) wayyy before I stanned and when my old friend showed me some songs from them I recognized his voice and It all unraveled from there.

3: What song was your first?

LALALA

4: What’s your current favorite song?

GA THATS SO HARD but probably Hall of Fame I fuck with that song so hard

5: What members personally resembles yours the most?

ummm honestly I'm a little mix of seungmin and Felix bc I am pretty aloof when you first look at me but once you get to know me I am a world class yapper

6: If you had to pick a specific racha which would you choose?

Aussierachaaaa

7: What’s one attribute of the members do you like the most? (Example: Chans dimples): going to do one of each of my biases bc I can

Chan: his nose and his smile OMG its so cute

Hannie: bro his waist- let me grab it and flip him ov- moving on

Felix: his voice, his freckles, his existence?!

8: What’s your favorite album?

honestly its a hard time between rockstar and 5-star

9: Do you have any albums?

Yes!! I have bought multiple off of eBay and a few ChkChkBoom ones from Target

10: Have you been to a concert?

IM GOING TO THE DC ONE IM SO EXCITED

11: Who’s your favorite duo?

grrrr umm HyunLix, ChanLix, ALL OF THEM?!

12: Favorite cover/solo songs:

omg Chans connected I START BARKING

13: Favorite SKZOO?

wolfchan frfr

14: If you had a day with one member what would you wanna do with them?

Honestly I would just really want to get to know Felix like I feel like we would be such good friends 😭

15: Who’s your favorite singing voice?

girl we already know its my husband Felix ✋

16: Who’s your favorite to watch dance?

honestly Hyunjin there's something about his twitchy dance moves that do it for me 🤤

17: Do you have a favorite SKZ Code?

hahaha I don't watch skz code....

18: Favorite MV?

OMG I HAVE TOO MANY BUT I LOVE FNF AND DOMINO

19: Who do you think you’d be best friends with?

i like to joke and say I wanna marry Felix but irl I feel like we would be best friends and I would be most compatible with chan

20: Let’s feed those delusions, Who are you picking for a date and what are you doing?

My boy Channie and we are going to a nice romantic dinner where we can talk and really get to know each other then I wanna take a walk and watch the stars

.·:*¨ 𝑮𝒆𝒕 𝑻𝒐 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒚 ¨*:·.

20 Questions for my fellow Stays!

Making a little tag game because I love them and I’m nosy tbh. I also just love interacting with yall!

1: What’s your current bias line?

2: Who’s the one that made you Stan?

3: What song was your first?

4: What’s your current favorite song?

5: What members personally resembles yours the most?

6: If you had to pick a specific racha which would you choose?

7: What’s one attribute of the members do you like the most? (Example: Chans dimples)

8: What’s your favorite album?

9: Do you have any albums?

10: Have you been to a concert?

11: Who’s your favorite duo?

12: Favorite cover/solo songs:

13: Favorite SKZOO?

14: If you had a day with one member what would you wanna do with them?

15: Who’s your favorite singing voice?

16: Who’s your favorite to watch dance?

17: Do you have a favorite SKZ Code?

18: Favorite MV?

19: Who do you think you’d be best friends with?

20: Let’s feed those delusions, Who are you picking for a date and what are you doing?

[baocean]

starting over - rafe cameron [eight]

smau! rafecameron x youtuber! reader

summary: you’ve moved back to the obx after 4 years of growing your career in california. your friendships stayed afloat during your time away, you can’t say the same about your relationship. but rafe hears your back in town, and it set on not letting you go this time

masterlist! | seven | eight | nine |

you had scratched the game playing video idea entirely, deciding to save it for another day.

instead, you had your five siblings in the kitchen, holding your camera vlog style.

“okay hi everyone, we’re going to film a ‘sibling thrifts for a sibling’ video, but it’s hard to do this easily with six of us, so sorry let’s go.”

the process of getting everyone in the car, getting to the thrift store, picking outfits, checking out, getting home, and filming the rest of the video had taken almost three hours.

once you were done, most your siblings ventured off into their rooms or back into the kitchen for something to eat. willa, your youngest sibling, stayed with you in the basement, watching you as you edited.

“ethan told me you have a new boyfriend.” you rolled your eyes. ethan was sixteen, willa was twelve. ethan was obsessed with tricking willa, and willa looked up to her big brother completely.

“no, i’m hanging out with rafe again. but we’re not dating, i don’t have a boyfriend.”

“that’s good, i like rafe. he’s so nice.” she nodded, getting up from the couch. “i’ll see you later, im going to mira’s.”

you shook your head, convinced ethan heard from mikey, who probably heard from asa, who was probably told by liv. your siblings we’re conniving.

you would brush your annoyance off to the side, for now. you wanted to finish editing this video before any of your friends got here.

liked by: sarahcam, oliviamarie, asa.h, and 505,302 more!

yourusername: thrift with the six pack! new vid featuring my siblings comes out tonight 🫶🏻

sarahcam: the cutest siblings ever

oliviamarie: me and asa w the hats 💀💀 HAHAHA

jbroutledge: fire

popeheyward: tuned in ofcccc

jjmaybank: the six pack lmao who came up w that

↳ yourusername: mikey 💀

rafecam: This I can’t wait to see

↳ yourusername: you’re going to love it

asa.h: sibling superiority

taglist: @xoxo-ada @frankoceanluvr11

[wosowffc]

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Part 3

A week in and me and Leah haven spoke once, the team noticed, the staff noticed, the manager noticed even the canteen noticed. I don't plan on talking to her, I don't know what to say "oh sorry for running away when I needed help" or " sorry thought I should take a 4 year trip" like no, so what do you say.

My relationship with people in the squad have gotten stronger after some bonding games and chilling at eachothers house. I was finding it a bit hard to stay calm and not be my energetic electrocuted self but, i try to find ways. Alessia had been great at that point if you went out side at lunch or after training she would join to give me company as i let energy out.

I had your first game in two days and i feel like i could be a posible substitute as your training and small matches have been unreal.

I got up this morning and Im on time for once -I've never been good at time keeping- i sat on the sofa and read the note pad in which I write down things I need to do the next day, so, I get some done and out of the way before .I get home and put the dishwasher on and clean up some dishes along with putting away washing, I put on the washer as I get dressed before leaving for the colony.

We have some recovery today and tactics which I already know means I'll have try try sit still. Ariving I pull up to Steph and Leah. Leah doesn't look at me as Steph calls me to follow them in so I do. Walking along with Steph I keep glancing at Leah I'm pritty sure she's doing it too when I'm not looking which is getting on my nerves.

We walk inside and almost as soon as we enter the room me and Leah are called by Renee to go to her office for a "chat" I like Renee but I don't think this is a good chat. You enter the office you first then Renee and lastly Leah you don't look at eachother as renee sits down.

"Is everything ok between you two?" Her first question and you already want to leave.

"I think we just havnt got properly got a chance to bond yet" leha answers nearly immediately, I look down at my feet my legs are rocking side to side.

"Alright well I want you two to partner today, I would like you to do an hour gym hour Recovary then go out for lunch together" Is. She. Serious. I'm not doing that I'm not end of.

"Yeah seems ok with me" LEAH shut up stop talking my god I don't want to do this, that's all I can say to myself in my head.

We leave the room in silence I try to go towards where Katie and vic was but leahs voice cuts through first words she has said directly to me.

"Come on bean." My nickname. Bean. She would call me that when we were younger..i....I can't do this.

"Leah...I- I umm" shit come on is find words iz, find words

Leah guides me to the gym she girls all take their looks as you walk together but you get on with what you planned to do putting head phones on taking the opportunity to not talk.

Now we're almost done in here so what now, we're ment to go talk about feeling. I'm not good at talking feelings. I get up bringing my water and phone and leave the room as Leah isn't looking going to the changing room.

"We need to talk iz" Leah. NO LEAVE ME ALONE.

[starsinthesky5]

this is the final post im making about this (im serious this time lol.)

i’m an adult, you’re right. i shouldn’t get caught up in all this because there’s so much more to life than arguing with people and i do not like fighting. i understand that no matter how hard you try to reach someone, it won’t work unless they’re willing to be reached. and that’s just that, it’s whatever. im moving on

anywho. i hope everyone has a great thanksgiving eve! i will probably be gone for most of the day because i have 4 blocks of cheese to shred because i have to make tini’s mac and cheese tmrw 😜

[howdyfriend]

wheee thank you june!! haven't done one of these in a while :)

Hi! I'm Howdy!

What's something you're really passionate about, and how did you discover it?

Forensic science, specifically forensic taphonomy and entomology. I first discovered it after taking a forensics course online in high school, and fell in love with the science of the above fields. I love how they work together and what they can tell you about the deceased in an investigation. Super fascinating.

What's your favourite way to spend your weekend or free time?

Recently it's been hopping on criticality acclaimed mmorpg Final Fantasy XIV lol. I have a free company full of people who are lots of fun to chat and play with so I'm usually there hanging out with them :) If not I'm trying to schedule hanging out with friends, going to the library, baking, drawing, reading, playing with my dog, or listening to music.

What's a piece of advice or quote that has stuck with you throughout the years?

I can't say there's any singular bit of advice that sticks with me. I am a collection of a lot of advice given in a lot of different directions. It's hard picking out just one 😅.

What's your go-to comfort food or drink when you're feeling down?(Bonus points if you include a recipe)

Spaghetti and meatballs and a London fog :)

I make everything from scratch for my spaghetti (sometimes even the pasta itself!), so that's a bit too complex for one post. London fog is easy tho.

1. Steam some milk

2. Steep earl grey tea in a small amount of water (about a quarter cup)

3. Combine in mug of choice. Leave bag in mug for extra steeping.

4. Add sweetener, I use a spoon of vanilla syrup.

5. Froth milk and done!

What's the most meaningful gift you've ever given or received?

I'm going to pick based on objective use rather than sentimentality because if I get into that I start feeling guilty about picking one gift over another lol. In terms of objective use, my laptop. It's been great for school and games and connecting with friends :). I'm learning a lot on how to fix it myself as well, so I feel like im fighting back against things like planned obsolescence in my own little way.

BONUS: What's one little fun fact about you that most people don't know about?

hmmmmmm. swallowed a toonie once. don't do that it's not fun. I had to go to the ER. idk I share a lot. I don't have much else, lol

tagging no one cause im lazy <3 thank you june, love you and miss you lots, let me know when your free days are id love to come up and visit.

Tag Game!!

I thought it'd be fun to make a tag game for everyone, so here's my version!!

alongside this picrew, and 2 pictures you think describes you, answer some questions about yourself.

What’s something you’re really passionate about, and how did you discover it?

What’s your favorite way to spend a weekend or free time?

What’s a piece of advice or a quote that has stuck with you over the years?

What’s your go-to comfort food or drink when you’re feeling down? (Bonus points if you can give a recipe)

What’s the most meaningful gift you’ve ever given or received

Bonus: What’s a random fun fact about yourself that most people don’t know?

i'll go first

I'm Alyssa!

What’s something you’re really passionate about, and how did you discover it?

Mythology! I've been super into mythology in general since I was in middle school, and i can just talk about it for hours. I first discovered it when my friend forced me to read Rick Riordan's Percy Jackson series, and it spiraled from there.

What’s your favorite way to spend a weekend or free time?

Most of the time I have to take extra classes during weekends, but other than that I read whenever I can! Be it a physical copy, a pdf or even fanfiction I spend most of my time reading. But when I can find some time for myself I either write or make bracelets. Sometimes I work on my ocs' lore with my friend, so it really depends on how busy I am at that moment.

What’s a piece of advice or a quote that has stuck with you over the years?

My mom once told me "If someone isn't willing to value you or your efforts, don't waste your time on them. Don't give your all to people who won't do the same." And while it sounds mean at first, it's actually helped me over the years.

What’s your go-to comfort food or drink when you’re feeling down? (Bonus points if you can give a recipe)

Sütlaç has been one of my top comfort foods for years now. It's a Turkish dessert made with rice, milk and sugar (and cinnamon, honey or nuts if i'm feeling fancy) Though sometimes i make cookies instead!

What’s the most meaningful gift you’ve ever given or received?

I made over 300 paper stars in a sitting for my friend, each star representing a day i'd have known her on her birthday. I chose paper stars because they meant a lot to her. I also got her a (plastic) rose because she told me she thought she'd never get flowers from anyone.

Bonus: What’s a random fun fact about yourself that most people don’t know?

I used to be afraid of dogs when I was younger. The reason was because my granddad had a little dog that loved running around. Whenever we went to visit my grandparents the little thing would chase me around the garden until one of us dropped because of exhaustion. I think this was my first childhood trauma.

Tagging (no pressure!) : @romaritimeharbor , @kopivie , @ruruumin , @strxnged , @femivi +

@mlkbwunnies , @aureusveill , @milk-violet , @camvrin , @strryskys + anyone who would like to join!

[persephoneflouwers]

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[deoidesign]

My comic is so pretty...

The hiatus is letting me take a little extra time on these episodes, and I'm definitely putting it to good use!!!

[iliothermia]

I'm a little behind in my shipments because I've been getting so little sleep + waiting for my shipping material restock to come in (but they came today) I'll be shipping every current order tomorrow when I've had some sleep, thank you for the patience if you've been waiting this week!

[avornalino]

hiiii.. 🙃🙃

[trailerparkdad]

welcome to the life of a quiet lab technician

[triona-tribblescore]

guess what I finally started on tonight?

[jrueships]

r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,

or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs

[chrisbangs]

i finished thesis, won an award, and have graduated.. hello 👋🥸

[ndntighnari]

Can't believe this creature is over 18. Not only that but aside from some arthritis and being incredibly round (because my dad won't stop spoiling her with extra feedings) she's in almost perfect health??

Have some Ashallah pics, enjoy this screaming creature

[lyr-caelum]

Pov: I don’t upload the ATYD COMIC in 4 months

Ok u guys… i get it.. but just for the record… i have a full time job, i draw other things in between the comic, (like in every universe series) and im working on a secret project at the same time that i hope it turns out fucking awesome… im so glad that all of u are very kind and patient … but im doing my best… ok? 🥲

I’m just letting u guys know whats going on and why it took me a while to upload

Love u ✨